So I fell in love with this one girl at my 7th grade open house and then she remained a love interest to me for around 3 years. This however was interrupted at a church picnic last May in which I wrote something for her on Facebook which got shared publicly (on accident of course) which caused a big dispute leading to a break-up. Then I decided to try and toughen up and also become more of a gentleman however I'm still unable to attract anyone. Maybe I'm coming from an anime perspective, but now it even hurts looking at couples at the store or at school. Is there any way you would suggest I bring out myself, I can comprehend the fact that playing video games isn't exactly the best but at lunch it's either that or doing homework. I also got involved in circle theater last semester and that also didn't work out. Please get back or then Valentines Day would be very depressing. Sorry if this was incomprehensible I had a long day at school and work. Thanks.